Tujhe hi Hasaane ko

Aaj mere dil par lage har daag ko koi pasand kare |
Ke maine becha hai apni bhavnaon ke khazaan ko ||

Ek chota sa Zashn manane ko, khud ko bhool jaane ko |
Tujhe yaad na aane ko, teri yaad mein na doob jaane ko ||

Becha hai aaj maine, ki bheegne se dar lagta hai |
Sab jaante hue bhi ek baar khud ko samjhane ko ||

Jaante hain hum, na kabhi aisa hoga jo aaj hua hai |
tujh par humne hans diya hai, tujhe hi hasane ko ||

~ Lutarai

Aaj ek sukoon hai

Aaj ek sukoon hai ki tum paas na ho kar bhi paas ho,

Aaj ek sukoon hai ki tum har pal ek ehsaas ho,

Aaj ek sukoon hai ki tum na bhujh saki ek pyaas ho,

Aaj ek sukoon hai ki tum yahin ho, har nazm mein mere alfaaz ho.

Tum har waqt in saanson mein zindgi ka aagaaz ho,

Tum beh chuke ashfaqon mein muflisi ka raaz ho,

Tum ek mulaqat mein sadiyon ki yaad ho,

Tum khili dhoop mein masoom si barsaat ho,

Jashn-e-mohabbat tum mere har rom ki zordaar aawaz ho,

Honge bahut dilruba tum zahan mein sabse khaas ho,

Main hoon yunhi kyunki tum aaj bhi meri humraaz ho.

Katra ek khoon jo aaj baha hai,

Toh mujhe ye mehsus hua,

Ke dil ke daagon mein koi Zakhm toh tha,

Warna dariya sa behte is Ghaav ko kabhi pehchana hi nahi...

Jo lut gaye tere naam par toh mashhoor ho gaye hum,

Aaj ye sochte hain ki pyaar ko kabhi Jaana hi nahi...

~ Lutarai

For Life Needed a Reason and I found you

I have been thinking:

Each time we talk about our lost love, a sadness coverts the face. Each time I think of what could have been, makes me cry. Each time i think of it my face becomes gloomy.

But, was it the reason i loved? Was it love if it always gave me pain?

I want to realise today, it was Love, coz it was beautiful, coz it was something I never had and may be never have again. It was special coz it made my life.

I want to make a promise, I shall never think of it and allow the clouds conceal the sunshine that u have filled in me by ur mere presence, even if it was short-lived. I shall be thankful for you taught me to love and today I know what love is for I have known you.

I will not say a thanks and disregard you rather I would say I am happy and I miss you (a lot)... :)

~ Lutarai