Every single day during the moments before I could let the dreams burden my eyelids enough to park them down and make me Doze off, as I reflect the activities of the entire day in a minute, I see some happy faces, some really disturbed, some questioning eyes, some blaming gestures, some arrogance, some love, some nice words, a lot of Non-sense, a lot of friction in thoughts, lot of support and opposition, lot of passing through simple and tough acutes, reading and understanding good article, reading good articles and understanding in a bad way, reading bad articles and understanding in a good way, listening to almost same songs (I should listen to more songs) driving to office and back to home etc.. etc..
I try to settle down by saying that everything is fine. But if things are fine then why do i see sad faces? why is there any blame on me for a wrong doing? why am i facing questioning eyes? why are people being arrogant to me? Have I not put correct efforts, have I not wished and tried enough to achieve goodness, Have I put myself down in my endeavour to accomplish faith?
I do it, over and over again and i ponder where is the Lacunae, what more should be done? Shall I question my values, my reasons for standing by Justice? What should be more important? Love, relationship, care or principles which go beyond them and talk of Equality, Justice and goodness? What should be the standards of life?
I have seen principles crumbling and i did bow down to the need, environment is stronger than i could ever be My reasoning may not be comprehendible, I might be termed as a Lunatic searching for Vague. But the rational mind may not stop me from being inquisitive, may never be able to stop me from putting it over and over again for debate, for I know no knowledge can ever be absolute and my understanding shall remain a linear function of my flight and imagination.
As I went over and over again, implementing all that i have gained through my gatherings (I do feel the need of a mentor and miss the guidance and care that a mentor could provide) with acute shortage of experience and patience, immense hunger for knowledge and the faith that the world be "fair", I realise that the "Value-Laden" stances have been subject to many controversies. Fact remains that a study shall always remain scientific, if the approach variable remains tangible, absolute and measurable. But to create a measurable quantity out of "Value - System" shall remain a challenge. The objective is not to study the Organisational Behaviour, it is rather to study Group Behaviour / Relationships and Interactions. Idea is to create the Human Look up table for getting the behaviour patterns and understand them easily. But is it possible?
It seems impossible to design such a look-up table, but i believe that is possible. There remains a fact that be such creative mind that shall surpass the idiocy of such an attempt. Why would i cal it idiotic? Because i know it is something that shall make life similar to a game which can all be programmed. But then there exists a zone of productivity for such improvisation, and that is understanding human psychology and defining a general problem solving Technique in life.
At each incidental crossway, while traversing the path of life, if there exists a doubt, ask yourself:
1. What is the one most Important "Value" in your life.
2. Who is the most important "Person" in your life.
3. On what "Standards" have you been testing yourself in past.
4. Does that standard need a "Change".
5. If yes, The change you are bringing in "Is it in line with the Value" and How does your Role Model See the Change.
6. Once you have thought of all these, follow your "Instincts".
Path you have chosen is correct and you never need to look back on the ways you did not choose.
~ Lutarai
I try to settle down by saying that everything is fine. But if things are fine then why do i see sad faces? why is there any blame on me for a wrong doing? why am i facing questioning eyes? why are people being arrogant to me? Have I not put correct efforts, have I not wished and tried enough to achieve goodness, Have I put myself down in my endeavour to accomplish faith?
I do it, over and over again and i ponder where is the Lacunae, what more should be done? Shall I question my values, my reasons for standing by Justice? What should be more important? Love, relationship, care or principles which go beyond them and talk of Equality, Justice and goodness? What should be the standards of life?
I have seen principles crumbling and i did bow down to the need, environment is stronger than i could ever be My reasoning may not be comprehendible, I might be termed as a Lunatic searching for Vague. But the rational mind may not stop me from being inquisitive, may never be able to stop me from putting it over and over again for debate, for I know no knowledge can ever be absolute and my understanding shall remain a linear function of my flight and imagination.
As I went over and over again, implementing all that i have gained through my gatherings (I do feel the need of a mentor and miss the guidance and care that a mentor could provide) with acute shortage of experience and patience, immense hunger for knowledge and the faith that the world be "fair", I realise that the "Value-Laden" stances have been subject to many controversies. Fact remains that a study shall always remain scientific, if the approach variable remains tangible, absolute and measurable. But to create a measurable quantity out of "Value - System" shall remain a challenge. The objective is not to study the Organisational Behaviour, it is rather to study Group Behaviour / Relationships and Interactions. Idea is to create the Human Look up table for getting the behaviour patterns and understand them easily. But is it possible?
It seems impossible to design such a look-up table, but i believe that is possible. There remains a fact that be such creative mind that shall surpass the idiocy of such an attempt. Why would i cal it idiotic? Because i know it is something that shall make life similar to a game which can all be programmed. But then there exists a zone of productivity for such improvisation, and that is understanding human psychology and defining a general problem solving Technique in life.
At each incidental crossway, while traversing the path of life, if there exists a doubt, ask yourself:
1. What is the one most Important "Value" in your life.
2. Who is the most important "Person" in your life.
3. On what "Standards" have you been testing yourself in past.
4. Does that standard need a "Change".
5. If yes, The change you are bringing in "Is it in line with the Value" and How does your Role Model See the Change.
6. Once you have thought of all these, follow your "Instincts".
Path you have chosen is correct and you never need to look back on the ways you did not choose.
~ Lutarai
